Girl Like Her

[Verse 1]

I’ve been asking myself why,

Where did I go wrong?

When will you realize

It’s with me that you belong

 

She wears short skirts, I wear skinny jeans

I bite my tongue, she files her nails

She reads fiction, I like fairy tales

She wants action and I like love scenes

 

[Chorus]

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at me

Do you see how it used to be?

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at her,

She’s wearing fur like a plastic doll

She doesn’t deserve you at all

So what’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

What’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

 

[Verse 2]

I’ve been feeling so hopeless,

Come out of this day dream

When will you realize

What an idiot  you have been

 

She writes dark poetry, I write love songs

I love your humor, she likes your attitude

She will never know you the way I understand you

She’s on her way; I’m waiting for you to come along

 

[Chorus]

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at me

Do you see how it used to be?

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at her,

She’s wearing fur like a plastic doll

She doesn’t deserve you at all

So what’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

What’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

 

[Bridge]

Could you tell it to my face you don’t love me anymore?

The look on your face tells me you do

Could you look into my eyes and say you don’t care?

The look in your eyes tells me you do

 

Don’t you know how much I love you?

Don’t you see I belong with you?

She wants you but I need you

I need you but she’s got you

 

[Chorus]

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at me

Do you see how it used to be?

Turn around, turn around, and take a look at her,

She’s wearing fur like a plastic doll

She doesn’t deserve you at all

So what’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

What’s a boy like you doing with a girl like her?

A girl like her

 

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

Yours Sincerely

[Verse 1]

I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting

See the time just fading, fading

It’s been so long since he’s been gone

I can’t hold on to this alone

 

[Verse 2]

Lying on my bed, I closed my eyes

Drank back the tears that tried to fall

And just when I thought I was being betrayed

The postman rang the doorbell and said

“You’ve got mail”

 

[Pre-Chorus]

It was a postcard that he wrote

And it had a little note which said

 

[Chorus]

Hey baby, how are you?

How are you? I’m alright.

Oh baby I’m missing you

I’m missing you, you tonight

This place really sucks

I don’t know what to do

I’m so lost here,

I can’t live without you

Tell me you’ll be my girl, for all eternity

I’ll be yours forever, yours sincerely

 

[Verse 3]

I put the note into my pocket

And my heart back in its place

It’s the first time I’ve been so happy

Since the last time I saw his face

Coz I got his mail

 

[Pre-Chorus]

It was a postcard that he wrote

And it had a little note which said

 

[Chorus]

Hey baby, how are you?

How are you? I’m alright.

Oh baby I’m missing you

I’m missing you, you tonight

This place really sucks

I don’t know what to do

I’m so lost here,

I can’t live without you

Tell me you’ll be my girl, for all eternity

I’ll be yours forever, yours sincerely

I’ll be yours forever, yours sincerely

 

[Verse 4]

I had been waiting, waiting, waiting

It was such a strange feeling

Four days later, he was at my door

He knelt down and held out a ring

 

[Pre-Chorus]

He took my hand, I nodded yes

He hugged me and he said

 

[Chorus]

Oh baby, I love you

I love you, I love you

I said, I love you too,

I need you and I missed you

I can’t believe this

It’s like a dream come true

I’m lost in your love,

I can’t live without you

I swear I’ll be your girl, for all eternity

I’ll be yours forever, yours sincerely

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

Leech

[Verse 1]

I called you to say, “I missed you”

But, you put my call on hold

I guess I know whom you’ve got there

It’s so obvious when your voice is cold

 

I’ve been waiting for an hour

I’ve been wondering where you are

Why don’t you get back to me?

 

 

[Chorus]

You treat her like a butterfly that caught your eye

You mistreat me like I am some kind of leech

You fall for her charm

You follow her around

But, when I hold your arm

You push me to the ground

 

I’ve had enough

Open your eyes and see

What you’re doing to me

I won’t let you play with me

No more

 

 

[Verse 2]

This is what I’m gonna do

Throw your stuff away

I don’t care what you say

I’m beginning a brand new day

 

Your CDs and your books

Your letters that I mistook

Are dumped in the bin

This is how I say, “Goodbye”

 

 

[Climb]

Go on, treat her, like a butterfly

That caught your eye

It’s not me but you

The leech that suck everything out of me

 

 

[Chorus]

You fall for her charm

You follow her around

But, when I hold your arm

You push me to the ground

 

I’ve had enough

Open your eyes and see

What you’re doing to me

No, I won’t let you play with me

No more

 

You're the leech sucking the life out of me

You're the leech sucking the life out of me

 

 

Copyright © Anushya Bernard, ed. Saad Khan and Ajey Padival 2009 (India/Pakistan/Australia; anushya.me@hotmail.com; saadkhalidkhan@hmail.com and ajeypadival@msn.com)

Child Abuse

 24th November, 2008. 

I was just walking out of college with my friends. I don't remember too well but I guess we were going to the lab for practicals. Well, I am usually really fond of kids and whenever I see any kid, they catch my attention instantly. But, this kid that I will be talking about, he really grabbed every one's attention and that was not with a positive charm. He was 6-7 years of age and he was running on the road, crying out loud with his clothes in his hand. There were some 3-4 middle aged men who literally dragged him to a nearby chemist shop and slapped him three to four times on his face. One of them even savagely twisted his arm with the grip of his hand. The poor kid was crying out so loud but not a single person helped him, not even me or my friends. Trust me, I wanted to help him. I wanted to question them and stop them. But honestly, I was afraid. But I was really shocked, and ashamed, that even my friends, the guys wouldn't raise their voice. When I asked another by-stander what was going on, he told me that the kid had robbed some soap bars from the shop and he deserved to be treated that way because that was not the first time he did it. He also told me that these people only took off his clothes to punish him according to the Hindi statement "nanga karke sadak par chodna." I was just telling my friends that this is not the way to treat a child, when one of the men hitting the child started giving some Hindi dialogues about how this will teach him a lesson not to do wrong things. I should have argued back, but I left as I was getting late for my practicals. 

I couldn't stop thinking about it. I went online and googled some articles on child maltreatment, and that's when I learnt how serious this issue is. 

 

Child abuse is one of the MOST shameful acts in the society. When a child is neglected, verbally abused, sexually ill treated or emotionally harassed, he/she is abused. Many children are victims of child abuse and in most cases, the abusers are known to the children. Most child abuse happens in a child's home, schools or communities that they interact with. 

 

There are four major categories of child abuse: neglect, physical abuse, psychological/emotional abuse, and sexual abuse.

Neglect is when the responsible adult fails to provide the child with the basic needs such as food, clothing, shelter, emotional support and affection, or educational help.

Physical abuse is any kind of physical aggression shown to the child by an adult which involves hitting, striking, burning, choking or shaking a child.

Psychological abuse involves the withholding of affection, degrading or shamming a child, inappropriate or extreme punishments and putting up too many restrictions. 

Sexual abuse does not categorize only rape. Touching genital organs, unnecessary embracing and kissing, etc. also mounts to child abuse. Child sexual abuse is any kind of sexual act between an adult and a child, including penetration, fondling, sexual molestation, incest, sodomy, commercial sexual exploitation, pornography, sex tourism, net crimes, exposure to adult sexuality and violations of privacy.

 

 

Children between the ages of 6 to 14 are highly in danger of being abused. Most of the time, the child does not understand what is happening to him/her and in other cases, the child is either afraid to complaint against those abusive adults or simply helpless. They may not be sure of the response they will get. Also, there is always this stupid logic behind "respecting and obeying the adults" which the children are forced to follow. Especially girls in India, grow up under a lot of restrictions and hence, the miserable little kids are forced to blindly follow their adults and cannot even argue with them. 

  

Tolerating any kind of physical or mental abuse can leave a very strong negative impact on a child's psychology. Emotional effects include low self esteem, depression and anxiety, eating disorders, relationship difficulties, alienation and withdrawal from the world and personality disorders. Physical effects include injury, death, lifelong health problems and physical disabilities. Behavioral effects include problems in school and work, suicide attempts, criminal or antisocial behaviour, substance abuse, aggressive behaviour, etc. 

 

I knew a person who was a victim of child abuse. A shop-keeper that he knew used to make him and his friend play with his private parts and encouraging them to "play" with each other. Now, he is under severe depression and is addicted to pornography. He neither trusts anyone nor lets anyone trust him. 

Another friend of mine, a 17 year old girl was being ill-treated by her tuition teacher, who passed indecent comments at her and started getting a little touchy. She couldn't confront the issue to her parents as they blindly trusted the teacher. Eventually, she stopped going for her tuitions, and instead, she would lie to her parents and go somewhere else. This affected her studies as well. And these are just two examples of the victims of child abuse. 

 

All kinds of abusers are lurking around everywhere. Most of them have such a "respectable" image that people don't believe when they are accused. 

Only and only by trusting the children, giving maximum possible time to them and by showing them that you really care for them, child abuse can be tackled. Help them build up their confidence by making them feel comfortable and ensure them that you will always support them. And please, do not blame the child for such incidents. It is never their fault.

 

Raise you voice against what is wrong. Protect the children, protect their future. Fight against child abuse.

I love myself when I am loved by you

I love my name when it is called by you

I love my voice when I’m talking to you

I love my smile when the reason is you

And I love my life when I’m with you.

 

I love my eyes when they look at you

I love my face when it is seen by you

I love my future if it is gonna be with you

Like I love my present, which is you.

 

I love my mind when the thought is about you

I love my heart when it beats for you

I love my soul when it loves you

As I love myself when I’m loved by you!

The Turning Point

How much ever close friends we may be,

There’s always a difference which we will see;

That I’m a girl and you’re a boy

I watch Barbie, you watch troy!

 

A boy and a girl can’t just be friends they say,

I argued so much, it isn’t that way;

If that was the case then why is it now

That our friendship is turning into what they call as love?

 

The comfort level we share is something special,

Which is why I said our friendship is real;

Then why is it that now love is overtaking

And playing dangerous games with our feelings!

 

Don’t hide from yourself, the truth I can see,

You’re afraid of falling in love, your avoiding me;

But it’s up to you to rise or fall

Rise in friendship or choose love as all!

 

If you ask me, I’ll say the same,

Not all relations have a name

Now on yourself, don’t take the blame

Because love and friendship are all in the game!

 

Its time now that we stand to face life,

That has leaded us into this weird strife;

We can’t let love win over friendship’s glory

If so it happens, we’ll have to feel sorry!

If Only...

Something in your heart speaks to me,

Something in your voice sings to me,

Something in your eyes shows me,

If only you could express what it’s meant to be…

 

Feelings unexpressed, thoughts unbridled,

Words unspoken, actions unseen,

If only you could understand

What they actually mean…

 

I try to talk but I’m always lost.

I see you and my heart beats fast.

I see your face in every star.

If only I could tell how precious you are…

 

You saw me that day and I saw you,

But you walked away and left me in blue.

If only you could know how I feel…

Then my wounds would surely heal.

 

If only you could read my tears…

What they say, if you could hear

Things would be different, I’m telling you for sure

For your heart is innocent, precious and pure!

 

If I was blind

I wonder if I were to be blind,

Wouldn’t my life have been left behind?

Could I be able to see the sun so bright?

Or the dynamic beauty of its light!

 

I can’t see the little birds in the sky,

Or wonder how they manage to fly.

I would have to live with imagination all the time,

Oh I wouldn’t even know what is or isn’t mine!

 

I will have to believe whatever other people say,

I will believe even if they call night as day.

I can’t differentiate between colors,

I identity them by the fragrance of flowers.

 

A tear and a smile would be the same to me,

Because the fact is I cannot see.

It’s like having the lock but no key,

I can’t even see Kaka playing football on T.V.!

 

I wouldn’t know the variety in bikes and cars,

Or the glory of twinkle twinkle little star.

I wouldn’t know the different shapes of the moon,

There would be no difference in evening or noon!

 

Now that I’m sure if I were blind,

My life will surely be left behind.

Hats-off to those who still manage to survive,

They have the courage to face their life!

Feeling Sick

I’m sick of this world, and all its elements,

I hate this place; there is no care for sentiments!

Why do people try being someone that they are not?

Just be yourself, don’t you know that life is short?

 

I’m sick of this fakeness, everyone is pretending,

The value of reality is next to its ending!

Why do people go for the diplomatic way of living?

It doesn’t help, what is this life giving?

 

I’m sick of their lies, everyday something new,

Looks like originality is lost in the sky that’s blue!

Why do people choose to take the easy way out?

There’s no one to listen even if I shout!

 

My thoughts like unknown words drift and fade away,

Since no on cares about all that I have to say!

I feel like a stone in a deserted island,

These are my feelings no one will understand!

Falling In Love

Surrender is all I’m asking for

Take me away, away from this world

To some place that is far

So far that it can’t be told

 

Take me to the world inside your heart

Where darkness and light combine as one

Let me feel your love, put it on a chart

Where I can figure out what I’ve become

 

Take me to the paradise of pleasure

Where love is constant as the stars above

You are more worthy to me than any treasure

And I’m so proud to say that you are my love

 

You’re so protective, so understanding,

You’re my Mr. Perfect, loving and caring.

I know that life is too hard to choose,

But you are the one too hard to loose!

Do you know?

Do you know how it hurts when a heart aches?

Do you know how it feels when a dream breaks?

Do you know the pain of having what you can’t take?

Do you know how it kills when your smile is fake?

 

When guilt rips your heart in two,

When your soul goes away from you,

When you feel empty and there’s nothing you can do,

Do you know what u go through?

 

Do you know the pain of solitude?

Do you know the misery of a soul that is nude?

Do you know how hard it gets to be rude?

Do you know how it is to live in a world so crude?

 

When you feel you’re left behind

When you search and you can’t find

When you have completely lost your mind

Do you see the sight of a heart that’s blind?

 

Do you know how it feels to stand alone?

Do you know the discomfort to silently moan?

Do you know? No, you don’t!

It is not your heart that has been burnt.