Saturday, March 28, 2009

Is It Love?

[Verse 1]

I wouldn’t dare to play this game of love

Its crazy but I’m falling for you somehow

I’m not sure if you’re willing to hold me now

I wish someone had just told me how

To control the way I feel

To know if it is real

The love I see when you look at me

Is it love I see when you look at me?

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[Chorus]

I have no clue if it is right or wrong

I go weak in my knees but I try to be strong

No I don’t know if it is right or wrong

I go head over heels but I try to be strong

And every time I hear a love song

You just make me want to sing along

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[Verse 2]

I don’t want my heart to be messed up

Its stupid but I’m falling for you somehow

So tell me, will you catch me as I fall?

Or will you just watch me as I crawl?

Are you the one I need?

How do I know if it is real?

The love I see when you look at me

Is it love I see when you look at me?

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[Chorus]

I have no clue if it is right or wrong

I go weak in my knees but I try to be strong

And every time I hear a love song

You just make me want to sing along

Every time I hear a love song

I think of you and sing along

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[Bridge]

Don’t make me want to change the words

Don’t make me want to change the song

Let me know if we’re going anywhere

Let me know if you mean what your eyes swear

Tell me if you really care

Tell me if you will be there

And if you know what I don’t

Then let me know before I go

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[Chorus]

No I don’t know if it is right or wrong

I go head over heels but I try to be strong

Coz every time I hear a love song

I can’t help but sing along

So let me know before I go

Is it love I see when you look at me?

Is it love I see when you look at me?

You’ve let me know before I could go

It is love I see when you look at me!

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

You're Still The One

[Verse 1]

You’re still the one I think of

Every morning when I wake up

Even though it’s been 12 months

Since the time we broke up

(And you’re not here)

 

I don’t think of the times you hurt me

Or the times you made me cry

I don’t think of the times you said you loved me

Or the times you made me smile

I don’t think of the promises that you could never keep

Or the wounds in my heart so deep

But it still hurts so badly when I miss you

‘Coz you’re still the one I love

 

[Chorus]

I think of you every morning, every day, every night

I’m facing the whole world but I’m alone in the fight

And I miss you so much, yes I do

I’m still over here waiting for you

You’re still the one I need to help me survive

Though I know you’ll never arrive

 

[Verse 2]

You’re still the one I think of

Every night before I fall asleep

And I still think of you in my dreams

And I call your name when I weep

(But you’re not here)

 

I don’t think of your ego or rudeness

Or the times you made me sad

I don’t think of the words you said

Or the times you made me glad

I don’t think of the dreams you made me believe

Or the wounds in my heart so deep

But it still hurts so badly when I miss you

‘Coz you’re still the one I love

 

[Chorus]

I think of you every morning, every day, every night (all the time)

I’m facing the whole world but I’m alone in the fight (all alone)

And I miss you so much, yes I do

I’m still over here waiting for you

You’re still the one I need to help me survive

Though I know you’ll never arrive

 

But it still hurts so badly when I miss you

‘Coz you’re still the one I love

 

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

You Took Me For Granted

[Verse 1]

What should I say? To let you know

The way I feel, when you walk away

What should I do? Can’t let you go

What do I do, to make you stay?

 

‘coz it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much

When you stab me in my heart

But all I do is smile and say “I’m fine”

And it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

Oh! I’m torn apart

Now I know that you’re not mine!

 

[Chorus]

So many times, I felt incomplete

And I needed you

But you were always busy

Doing something new

I never asked you for what I wanted

Is that why you took me for granted?

 

[Verse 2]

How do I say what you mean to me?

How special you are in every way!

A single tear, you wouldn’t see

But I’ll stand by you, come what may!

 

But it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so much.

It’s the pain I can’t express!

I see she stole you away from me!

And it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

Life is in such a mess

I’m seeing what I never wanted to see!

 

[Chorus]

 

[Speech]

“All the times when you cried

I cried with you and I cried for you

And the hidden truth is that I need you

But you will never know

And perhaps! I will never show”

 

[Chorus]

I never asked you for what I wanted

Is that why?

Is that why you took me for granted?

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

When you walk away

[Verse 1]

If you just had to leave me alone this way,

Why did you come back?

If you had to let me drown in the ocean of my tears

Why did you make me smile?

If I was the one you need, couldn’t you stay for a while?

 

[Chorus]

When you walk away, I won’t follow you

But when you’re gone, I will wait for you

When you’re not here, I’ll keep missing you

When you walk away, you’re taking my heart too

But when you walk away, I won’t follow you

And when you’re gone, I will wait for you

 

[Verse 2]

If you just had to hurt me all over again

Why did you heal the pain?

If you had to go away further from where you are

Why did you help me breathe?

If I was the one you miss, couldn’t you stay with me?

 

[Chorus]

When you walk away, I won’t follow you

But when you’re gone, I will wait for you

When you’re not here, I’ll keep missing you

When you walk away, you’re taking my heart too

But when you walk away, I won’t follow you

And when you’re gone, I will wait for you

 

[Bridge]

I am but a fool when it comes to you

I am just a fool having my heart set on you

I’m forced to fake a laugh; I don’t know what to do

I’m not allowed to cry, so forgive me if I do.

I am but a fool I just can’t get over you

I am just a fool, I keep holding on to you

 

[Chorus]

When you walk away, I won’t follow you

But when you’re gone, I will wait for you

When you’re not here, I’ll keep missing you

And when you walk away, you’re taking my life too

 

If you just had to leave me alone this way,

Why did you come back?

 

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

Two Missed Calls

[Verse 1]

Got two missed calls at 4 in the morning

Tear drops from my eyes fell without a warning

I felt something beating fast in my chest

Was it my heart putting me through another test?

I lay on my bed with open eyes

And thought of those days, all the lies

 

[Chorus]

Saw his face smiling at me

Thought of the love I never received

I told myself it is just a vision.

Heard his voice crying out to me

Thought of the dreams I once believed

I told myself it is just an illusion.

Just an illusion

 

[Verse 2]

Got two missed calls at 4 in the morning

I tried to smile, ended up frowning

I still felt that thing beating in my chest

It can’t be my heart, it was put to rest

Sat on my bed with a lost stare

And the pain of my past I couldn’t bear

 

[Chorus]

(When I) Saw his face smiling at me

Thought of the love I never received

I told myself it is just a vision

(When I) Heard his voice crying out to me

Thought of the dreams I once believed

I told myself it is just an illusion

Just an illusion

 

[Bridge]

“No mail, no message,

Just two missed calls that pushed me to the edge”

He tried to call me, it didn’t connect

Why did he call me? It wasn’t correct

He didn’t stop me when I was leaving

Now it’s too late, I stopped believing

He had his chance, he made his choice

And I can’t seem to forgive him thrice

I tell myself that now he has gone

As I calm myself when I’m all alone

But the truth is that he wasn’t really there

And I tell myself I shouldn’t really care

 

[Chorus]

(But I) Saw his face smiling at me

(And I) Thought of the love I never received

I told myself it is just a vision.

(But I) Heard his voice crying out to me

(And I) Thought of the dreams I once believed

I told myself it is just an illusion.

Just an illusion

Empty vision, it was just an illusion.

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

Use And Throw

[Intro]

All I wanted was to make you happy,

But I have failed in every attempt.

Am I so bad that she replaced me?

It’s my heart, not your house at rent!

You can’t hurt me; you have no right to do that.

I’m not gonna cry, what are you looking at?

 

[Verse 1]

I’ll keep on trying, I’m not dying

Go away! I’ll be fine.

Don’t try to fight it, you don’t have to like it

Go away! Be unkind.

 

[Chorus]

Do you think of me as a use and throw?

If you don’t need me, just make me go!

Pierce my brain; Cut my vein,

Use my head and throw me in the rain!

And one day, you’ll surely see,

She can never love you more than me.

But why do you care?

You may be having better things to do.

And yet, I can’t help but be in love with you!

 

[Verse 2]

Thanks for everything, Thanks for nothing;

Go away, don’t hear me sing.

Thanks for pretending, Thanks for hurting;

Go away and give her your ring.

 

[Chorus]

Do you think of me as a use and throw?

If you don’t need me, just make me go!

Hold her, hug her, kiss her and love her,

I don’t give a damn; you don’t know who I am.

But one day, you’ll surely see,

She can never love you more than me.

But why do you care?

You may be having better things to do.

And yet, I can’t help but be in love with you!

 

[Bridge]

You said I was the best,

Then I wonder what makes her better?

No way! Whatever! Whatever!

Stop this nonsense, stop your acting.

You’re a lie, you’re a drama king.

Go away! Whatever! Whatever!

My eyes have dried, I don’t feel a thing.

I’ve become totally numb; I can’t feel your sting!

 

[Chorus]

Do you think of me as a use and throw?

If you don’t need me, just make me go!

Pierce my brain; Cut my vein,

Use my head and throw me in the rain!

And one day, you’ll surely see,

She can never love you more than me.

But why do you care?

You may be having better things to do.

And yet, I can’t help but be in love with you!

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)

Till The End

[Verse 1]

Sometimes I feel like running away

But where do I go? No place to stay!

Wanted to be free from all the relations

Could not survive with God’s creations!

 

I was puzzled, which road to take?

Everything around me seemed to be so fake!

But then an angel held my hand,

Next to me now, here you stand!

 

[Chorus]

Now I have a reason to live

You show me, there is so much to give!

I have learnt that life is a mystery

What’s present today will be tomorrow’s history!

I feel so blessed having you as a friend

And will always be till the end!

 

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I hurt them that I care for the most

Ego and pride force me to boast!

It’s difficult at times to say I’m sorry

I’ll be fine, please don’t worry!

 

I was puzzled, which road to take?

Everything around me seemed to be so fake!

But then an angel held my hand,

Next to me now, here you stand!

 

[Chorus]

Now I have a reason to live

You show me, there is so much to give!

I have learnt that life is a mystery

What’s present today will be tomorrow’s history!

I feel so blessed having you as a friend

And will always be till the end!

 

[Verse 3]

I’m no more puzzled, which road to take?

When you are with me, nothing is fake!

You are an angel holding my hand,

Next to me now, here you stand!

 

[Chorus]

Now I have a reason to live

You show me, there is so much to give!

I have learnt that life is a mystery

What’s present today will be tomorrow’s history!

I feel so blessed having you as a friend

And will always be till the end!

Copyright © Anushya Bernard 2009 (India; anushya.me@hotmail.com)